The life I live Does not forgive I am the shadow that I picked The world I chose is filled with crows The murder I have grown to know There’s not much left of who I was a shallow life with no control lost who I was before now I have become a whore All broken dreams and bloodied hands force fed anger to command now history repeats again Chorus: Diseased and infected I am the rejected Attract the attention of the fucked and offended Lonely is the life living with a knife touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down lonely is the life Living out of sight Touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down The life I live Is made to win I play the part that creates sin No belief in eternal life kill the god that took our sight Inside of a different view breed distortion of the new Another child destroyed by time Raped of truth And out of line Living with thoughts of crime Looking for a place to hide Chorus: Diseased and infected I am the rejected Attract the attention of the fucked and offended Lonely is the life living with a knife touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down lonely is the life Living out of sight Touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down The life I live has death within reveal the thoughts that destroy grins hateful games and breaking chains And wondering if it’ll ever change no point in a sacrifice When everything is losing light killing thoughts of suicide Depressed temptations to justify Wondering if I’m gonna die Chorus: Diseased and infected I am the rejected Attract the attention of the fucked and offended Lonely is the life living with a knife touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down lonely is the life Living out of sight Touch down in murder town Drug it up and burn it down -alex jackson 2015

It’s all constricting, restricting My soul has gone missing Envision the killing of those who are stealing Have stolen and taken from me it’s always ripping and tearing The fabric of caring And now I have to question Why my thoughts aren’t clean With the fallen behind me And nothing beside me I’m breaking into mentality unseen Cause I seem to be real Even if it’s not how I feel but I still can’t work out Who is my enemy you all look the same And you all hold the blade And you’re all looking straight at me And you hide in your secrets And your fighting to keep this but you only seem to be fighting me Chorus: Without a response it’s the reason I’m lost And I keep killing my sanity The questions I’m asking Repeating disaster Breaking my own sanctuary So I’m left all alone and I’m locked into stone and tied to the killing trend When the world opens up and swallows us whole and we fall into darkness below I can finally see that the only real friend I have isn’t me Cause I hate and I take and I play with the rage And I live by the thought that I’ll die one day And it’s all turned around And my mind can’t be found And I’m losing my last and only dream Chorus: Without a response it’s the reason I’m lost And I keep killing my sanity The questions I’m asking Repeating disaster Breaking my own sanctuary I’m starting to regret The people I respect and gave all my honesty Because they covered my eyes And filled me with lies but now I can finally see everything inside is made of all the times I wished I wasn’t me But with all the mistakes and the feeding of hate Now I am finally free The dark in my heart was the start of the path into eternity with the force of the stains and the breaking of chains I lost touch with reality Betrayed by secrets and the people who keep it I’m holding onto destiny if I fall again I know it’s end I can’t take the things that make me weak Killing my Sanity You’re all dead to me x3 -alex jackson 2015