Anti Human

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released July 22, 2017

Lead Vocals: Alex Jackson
Backup Vocals: Aurora Storm Baxter, Seven (Concrete Lips) Tre Drakeson, Dustin Schmidt, Joel Mercer
Lyrics: Alex Jackson and Dustin Schmidt
Lead Guitar: Dustin Schmidt
Rhythm Guitar: Dustin Schmidt and Joel Mercer
Bass Guitar: Aurora Storm Baxter
Drums: Tre Drakeson
Synth: Dustin Schmidt, Daniel Hathaway
Producer: Daniel Hathaway
Assistant Producer: Shay Jagger
Mastering: Jazz Wright and Daniel Hathaway
Artwork: Alex Jackson and Mariah Berg
Advisory Voices: Kasten Miller and Mariah Berg

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Track Name: Child Friendly
CHILD FRIENDLY

"Please be advised the audio you are about to listen to is not suitable for children and should be avoided at all costs by everyone, it contains graphic content and coarse language, heavy emotional themes and a destructive attitude" - Voice of Reason

"Please be advised that the previous statement of advisory is false, FriendlyFire would like it known that they are very suitable for children and have made sure that their music is Child Friendly" - Voice of Chaos

Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
A,b,c,d,e,f,g
Fuck you all we’re not child friendly

Child Friendly
User Friendly
Stupid Friendly
Whore
Get fucked
You suck
Do you want more
Child Friendly
User Friendly
FriendlyFire
Gore
Get fucked
You suck
Do you want more?

We are not child friendly
We are not child friendly


Twinkle, Twinkle, little star
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you all
Twinkle, Twinkle, little slut
Stab you in the side
Rip out your gut
twinkle, Twinkle, little star
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you all

Fuck

-alex jackson 2013
Track Name: Dead Ecstasy
Verse 1: Death Phase
Symptom Change
Cut to black
I'm in your veins
hate streak
All the same
sacrifice
Now enter rage

Verse 2: The Resolution
Substitution
Execution
Now revolution
Living out the darker days
Hiding myself away
it's all dead
but good for it
I don't really give a shit
Anger is the price to pay
Watching as the world decays

Chorus: Here I am, in my dreams
Falling out ecstasy
Losing faith was my mistake
Now I have a face to take
In the end I feel the pain
Now i'm asking who's to blame
No one's there
But that's okay
Just don't ask me to change today

Darkness here
I'm coming in
Negativity is my sin
Do you think I give a fuck?
It's not my fault
That you suck
i'm not looking for A way
outside of my hating cave
I've got the shovel don't you pray
i am the one who dug my grave

Chorus: Here I am, in my dreams
Falling out ecstasy
Losing faith was my mistake
Now I have a face to take
In the end I feel the pain
Now i'm asking who's to blame
No one's there
But that's okay
Just don't ask me to change today

- Alex Jackson 2014
Track Name: Unhinge & Rebel
You are the essence of all that’s good and dead
The empty soul in the filled out head
the perfect destruction
A masterpiece
The infinity lost to endless sleep
the hidden shadows
The lonely light
The event collision
Where no ones right
The tragic loss of a long lost friend
the shallow grave of the latest trend
The chaos brewing in the air
The hatred flowing
The world won’t care
The time that’s ticking on the wall
and now we watch it all crumble and fall

Are you ready to fight?!

Chorus: Hating the feeling of lying in darkness
While the world keeps on turning
And we are fading away
Losing the feeling of bowing to masters
While they tell us we should be their slaves
Controlling the sensors I’ve made for myself
Satisfy the need to unhinge and rebel

We are the power of all that dies
The sacrifice of wasted lives
The twisted fate of unopened gates
The final draw of the one too late
The last decision to end it all
The ringing bells of the curtain call
The darkened heart of a man unsaved
The escaping lies of all who misbehave
The killing spree of a depression trend
The bitterness of the end
The time has come to place our bets
The targets placed on all our heads

Are you ready to fight?!

Chorus: Hating the feeling of lying in darkness
While the world keeps on turning
And we are fading away
Losing the feeling of bowing to masters
While they tell us we should be their slaves
Controlling the sensors I’ve made for myself
Satisfy the need to unhinge and rebel

I am the destiny of all the world
My life has meaning but I can’t be heard
Enter the fight with a one two three
impact for misery
Come set me free
mouths scream the anthems
And eyes sing the pain
Losing what we had but what will we gain
scars tell the stories of battles we fought
Winning or losing
The lessons we taught
failing the test another retake
gave up on the mission
I am what I make

Are you ready to fight?!

Chorus: Hating the feeling of lying in darkness
While the world keeps on turning
And we are fading away
Losing the feeling of bowing to masters
While they tell us we should be their slaves
Controlling the sensors I’ve made for myself
Satisfy the need to unhinge and rebel

-alex jackson 2014
Track Name: Hate Fuck
Love and hate are the same sensation
Paving the road to our damnation
Lead us not into temptation
and prepare yourselves
For penetration

Chorus: We hate and we love and we hate again
we fuck and we suck and we make pretend
we inflict pain just to feel how it hurts
And we’re all killing time til we rot in the dirt

I’m a white knight with a black heart
you wanna keep us together
I wanna tear you apart

Chorus: We hate and we love and we hate again
we fuck and we suck and we make pretend
we inflict pain just to feel how it hurts
And we’re all killing time til we rot in the dirt

I’m the prettiest fascist
The cleanliest whore
I’m a well dressed masochist
the cunt you adore
I eat the rich
And I eat the poor
I’ll be your saviour
I’ll be your whore

Chorus: We hate and we love and we hate again
we fuck and we suck and we make pretend
we inflict pain just to feel how it hurts
And we’re all killing time til we rot in the dirt

-dustin schmidt 2013
Track Name: Murder Town
The life I live
Does not forgive
I am the shadow that I picked
The world I chose
is filled with crows
The murder I have grown to know
There’s not much left of who I was
a shallow life with no control
lost who I was before
now I have become a whore
All broken dreams and bloodied hands
force fed anger to command
now history repeats again

Chorus: Diseased and infected
I am the rejected
Attract the attention
of the fucked and offended
Lonely is the life
living with a knife
touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down
lonely is the life
Living out of sight
Touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down

The life I live
Is made to win
I play the part that creates sin
No belief in eternal life
kill the god that took our sight
Inside of a different view
breed distortion of the new
Another child destroyed by time
Raped of truth
And out of line
Living with thoughts of crime
Looking for a place to hide

Chorus: Diseased and infected
I am the rejected
Attract the attention
of the fucked and offended
Lonely is the life
living with a knife
touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down
lonely is the life
Living out of sight
Touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down

The life I live
has death within
reveal the thoughts that destroy grins
hateful games and breaking chains
And wondering if it’ll ever change
no point in a sacrifice
When everything is losing light
killing thoughts of suicide
Depressed temptations to justify
Wondering if I’m gonna die

Chorus: Diseased and infected
I am the rejected
Attract the attention
of the fucked and offended
Lonely is the life
living with a knife
touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down
lonely is the life
Living out of sight
Touch down in murder town
Drug it up and burn it down

-alex jackson 2015
Track Name: Killing My Sanity
It’s all constricting, restricting
My soul has gone missing
Envision the killing of those who are stealing
Have stolen and taken from me
it’s always ripping and tearing
The fabric of caring
And now I have to question
Why my thoughts aren’t clean
With the fallen behind me
And nothing beside me
I’m breaking into mentality unseen
Cause I seem to be real
Even if it’s not how I feel
but I still can’t work out
Who is my enemy

you all look the same
And you all hold the blade
And you’re all looking straight at me
And you hide in your secrets
And your fighting to keep this
but you only seem to be fighting me

Chorus: Without a response
it’s the reason I’m lost
And I keep killing my sanity
The questions I’m asking
Repeating disaster
Breaking my own sanctuary

So I’m left all alone and I’m locked into stone and tied to the killing trend
When the world opens up and swallows us whole and we fall into darkness below
I can finally see that the only real friend I have isn’t me

Cause I hate and I take and I play with the rage
And I live by the thought that I’ll die one day
And it’s all turned around
And my mind can’t be found
And I’m losing my last and only dream

Chorus: Without a response
it’s the reason I’m lost
And I keep killing my sanity
The questions I’m asking
Repeating disaster
Breaking my own sanctuary

I’m starting to regret
The people I respect
and gave all my honesty
Because they covered my eyes
And filled me with lies
but now I can finally see
everything inside is made of all the times
I wished I wasn’t me
But with all the mistakes and the feeding of hate
Now I am finally free

The dark in my heart was the start of the path into eternity with the force of the stains and the breaking of chains I lost touch with reality
Betrayed by secrets and the people who keep it I’m holding onto destiny
if I fall again I know it’s end
I can’t take the things that make me weak

Killing my Sanity
You’re all dead to me x3

-alex jackson 2015
Track Name: I Am Weak
I can’t take this, bodies shaking
I am coming down
You have raped this
Feelings shapeless
I have lost the crown
You are nameless
And so gracious
push me under to drown
in the vortex I see torment
living underground
Hopeless dreaming
I am screaming
over pain I have found

Chorus: I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak
I will fall, I will fall
to end it all
I can’t stay, I can’t stay
I threw it all away
I scar, I scar
The world feels so far
I hate, I hate
all of my fate
My mistakes, my mistakes
Have left me so irate
I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak

lost my vision
Deep incision
anger boiled out
Bottled feeling, nothings healing
I am feeling doubt
Life is fading, I am caging
everything I shout
Twisted mind not feeling kind
I’m just killing time
No resistance
Dead existence
I’m not feeling fine

Chorus: I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak
I will fall, I will fall
to end it all
I can’t stay, I can’t stay
I threw it all away
I scar, I scar
The world feels so far
I hate, I hate
all of my fate
My mistakes, my mistakes
Have left me so irate
I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak

I embrace endless days
just to force a smile
I can’t take all I face
fuck it lasts awhile
Lost my case the hurt I taste
My mind is on trial
fell from grace
I fight my fate
Burning up my file
All the evidence lost in space
Living in denial

Chorus: I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak
I will fall, I will fall
to end it all
I can’t stay, I can’t stay
I threw it all away
I scar, I scar
The world feels so far
I hate, I hate
all of my fate
My mistakes, my mistakes
Have left me so irate
I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak

I hate myself, I hurt myself
I hate all of you too
I hate myself, I hurt myself
All because of you
I hate myself, I hurt myself
Just to hurt you too
I hope it hurts you too
all the things I do
I’m lost inside the truth
I’m living without you
god I hope it kills you too
I am weak, I am weak
I feel but I can’t speak
I am, I am, I am, I am weak

-alex jackson 2014
Track Name: Melancholia
Sitting alone in a dark room
Watching my life go by
Without me in it
Wishing and waiting and wanting
Filled with contempt
And filled with regret
An echo inside of an empty shell
Nothing but pain to be found
Cursing out to a godless world
I try to scream
But I can’t make a sound

Drowning in a sea of sorrow
Struggling against the tide
darkness takes its hold on me
There’s nowhere left to go
Hurting myself just to feel
On pain I have come to depend
We feign our self-importance
But we’re all worm food in the end

Chorus: Melancholia
There’s a hole inside my heart
It’s better to tear myself apart
Than to feel anything
Melancholia
There’s a hole inside my heart

Sitting alone in a dark room
Watching my life go by
Without me in it
Wishing and waiting and wanting
Filled with contempt
And filled with regret
An echo inside of an empty shell
Nothing but pain to be found
Cursing out to a godless world
I try to scream
But I can’t make a sound

Chorus: Melancholia
There’s a hole inside my heart
It’s better to tear myself apart
Than to feel anything
Melancholia
There’s a hole inside my heart
It’s better to tear myself apart
Than to feel anything

-dustin schmidt 2015
Track Name: Incomplete
God is watching us like TV
gift this life, because it’s pleasing
I feel so important, do you need me?
Tie my hands to the one that feeds me
What depth remains in this anarchy brain
I’m still to blame, but kept refrained
Still deranged, and still complaining
voices of a social statement

Chorus: Cause if you can't dream
Then you can't be
Fall with me into disease
If you can't see
At least see me
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete

Take the parts of me that you need
Leave me with this rotting meat
Wandering through each night street
Contemplating this retreat
Lost in motion
Stopped in time
A request to find the things I hide
Verdict reached of this new thinking
In my hole you'll find me drinking

Chorus: Cause if you can't dream
Then you can't be
Fall with me into disease
If you can't see
At least see me
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete

Whisper all your empty secrets
I can hear what you aren't speaking
Through these words your gently weeping
Find myself the latest greeting
Every trend we find ourselves in
Is showing a place we kill our children
Mask your approach to steal this
Take it like you need to feel this
This touch hurts without a feeling
But I feel so deep
That I can't feel a thing

Chorus: Cause if you can't dream
Then you can't be
Fall with me into disease
If you can't see
At least see me
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete

I feel so deep
That I can't feel a thing
I feel so deep that I can't feel anything at all x2

Chorus: Cause if you can't dream
Then you can't be
Fall with me into disease
If you can't see
At least see me
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete
I believe I'm incomplete

I believe I'm incomplete x 5
I'm incomplete x5

-alex jackson 2016
Track Name: Fuck Off & Die
This isn't peace this is war
Substitute protocol
Left me dead on the floor
This game is a maze
And the walls are ablaze
And the Razor that holds up my head
Is too tame
The cage that I'm locked in is showing it's age
The brink of destruction died out with a flame
And the mercy that spreads
Is a version of a shame
The rape that it caused
Is a symptom of change
Regret to respect
And all lost what remains
There are still people who say I'm deranged
i've reached point break
And it's much too late
There isn't a single "fuck you" that I've faked
So I say it with everything left in me
This version of truth
The words I speak

Chorus: fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
I'm not about to live this lie
So why don't you just
Fuck off and die

I Utilise 55 seconds a minute
Thinking about the way that I know I Can win it
I question every thing that's held in a box
And I know what I am, and I know what I'm not
I tick over like the clock on a bomb
But at least I admit when I know that I'm wrong
And I'll give you everything until I explode
So watch me sit, and watch me corrode
Nothing says hate like stand and wait
Nothing shows love like replicate
No one wants more than to validate
And everyone thinks it's part of the state
But mentality is what mentality does
This mentality isn't fun

This State of being feels like a gun
And anyone who thinks I'm wrong can

Chorus: fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
I'm not about to live this lie
So why don't you just
Fuck off and die

In another few seconds I'll be lost to the world
Cause I took some pills to stop the hurt
And I lost my mind cause I hate these girls
And spent too long inside reserved
And I wish that I was done with this
But everything inside is bliss
And everything outside I miss
And I reserve the right to kill this bitch
I have the approval to remove this stitch
Drown out all my evil dreams
And watch as I am planting seeds
Touch the wound and feel it close
I'm just meat that'll decompose
Watch me throw my life away
Now just listen when I say

Chorus: fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
Fuck off and die
I'm not about to live this lie
So why don't you just
Fuck off and die

-alex jackson 2016
Track Name: Disposable Icons
I’m a narcissist with a god complex
The only comfort is the noose around my neck
I’m a corporate sponsored killing machine
living off slave wages and empty dreams
Who’s next in line
For the welfare check
Women and children first
Strung up by the neck
the target demographic
Marketed lies
hollowed out mannequins
We’re all dead inside

Chorus: Disposable icons
Corporate greed
Subliminal messages
We’re planting the seeds
disposable icons
Reality show trash3
selling your children
To pay for your stash

Manufactured pop stars programmed for fame
The only art is commerce
We’re all to blame
in fashion one week
out the next
Built in use by date
We only like them fresh
gossip magazines to keep your brain occupied
thinking only hurts its better to stay dead inside
Recycled melodies
Disney princess pop
Another public breakdown its never gonna stop

Chorus: Disposable icons
Corporate greed
Subliminal messages
We’re planting the seeds
disposable icons
Reality show trash
selling your children
To pay for your stash

Plastic product dumped into your tv screens
A corporate wasteland boy you’re living the dream
pumping shit through your speakers
pumping drugs through your veins
How did we let it get this bad?
We’re all to blame
money buys you everything happiness fades
Welcome to the future
It’s here to stay

Chorus: Disposable icons
Corporate greed
Subliminal messages
We’re planting the seeds
disposable icons
Reality show trash
selling your children
To pay for your stash

Sell your children x10

-dustin schmidt 2015
Track Name: Down The Rabbit Hole
She slits her wrists and follows me
Another fucking tragedy
Another fucking hateful dream
another unheard silent scream
just one more teenage dream
another tired night it seems
Another restless sleep with screams
Now she’s trying to find me
but she’s wondering blindly
Thinking maybe I hold the key
To a million locked doors she see’s

Broken glass litters the floor
Cuts her feet and bleeds her raw
Now she see’s where she went wrong
This is not where she belongs

Chorus: Can you see me now
I’m the white rabbit of doubt
So late, too late, for a very important date
Why have you come here?
What is it that you fear?
Lost inside a dream hole
Alice, you’ve lost your real home

Now she blinks, she cries
She wonders why
How can she get home
here she feels so alone
She drinks, she smiles
her world turns vile
Her imagination is sickness
Of a life of privilege
So boring, so cliché
She doesn’t want to live another day

Playing cards litter the floor
Dream of queen she wants it more
Now she see’s where she went wrong
This is not where she belongs

Chorus: Can you see me now
I’m the white rabbit of doubt
So late, too late, for a very important date
Why have you come here?
What is it that you fear?
Lost inside a dream hole
Alice, you’ve lost your real home

Now she says eat me, drink me
I’m feeling crazy
Hurt me, touch me
I’m feeling hazy
Take me, break me
My life is fading
choose me or lose me
All my life I am blaming

Diamonds on the floor
Broken little whore
Now she see’s where she went wrong
This is not where she belongs

Chorus: Can you see me now
I’m the white rabbit of doubt
So late, too late, for a very important date
Why have you come here?
What is it that you fear?
Lost inside a dream hole
Alice, you’ve lost your real home

-alex jackson 2015
Track Name: Anti us
Make up for the heart you stole
the time you felt, so in control
lost your will And lost it all
forgotten memories with your visual fall
we've stopped the clock And turned back time
You can never see the things that are mine
You prayed for this but stepped out of line
a remedy that seems too hard to find

Pre chorus: with blissful ignorance
the death of innocence
carved into flesh with so much significance
bruised to prove a point that lacks deliverance
now too close to the edge of arrogance

chorus: Anti us
And anti me
you've seen the me I wish I could be
a new fight
With an old design
I never felt this world was kind
bleed to please
Show this release
a god machine that feels far too weak

You must return the life you stole
A bitter piece of a distorted soul
The final description of what you called
the static page, the black jack fold
a lack of witness to behold
The victim symptoms growing bold
The culprit repeats the face we've shown
Another dream we wish we'd never known

Pre chorus: this sinful misery
A lack of empathy
cutting out the words on the verge of a tragedy
Dying to save a world that's losing gravity
Now so close to killing my sanity

chorus: Anti us
And anti me
you've seen the me I wish I could be
a new fight
With an old design
I never felt this world was kind
bleed to please
Show this release
a god machine that feels far too weak

You need to pay for the glass you broke
A shattered heart, a feeling provoked
the new millennium, the first time choked
a world too numb to embrace the flow
a mischievous echo of where do we go
the rebellious frenzy, time went too slow
the last review of what's beyond the glow
some truths we'll just never know

Pre chorus: bruised and stupid
So lost and useless
The resident of murder town without a view of it
Losing the clues of all the second trips
Another standard drowned by all we've let slip

chorus: Anti us
And anti me
you've seen the me I wish I could be
a new fight
With an old design
I never felt this world was kind
bleed to please
Show this release
a god machine that feels far too weak

Outro: fuck the world
And fuck it all
We're anti human
Now watch us fall

-alex jackson 2016
Track Name: Anti Human
You can't touch me
I'm fucking ugly
It's All just a joke
You'll never love me
I'm a mess
A complicated psychopath
With too much regret
I cannot accept
There's anything left
I'm not your machine
I'm rabid, unclean
I feel like the way
you try to look obscene
A valley girl
Without a care in the world
Just get me fucked up
And out of this hell
Use and tease me
Suicide dreaming
Nothing completes me
But i'm still breathing

You can't force me
I'm constantly horny
I need to enhance my rage
You all fucking bore me
I'm not what you hoped for
I'm everything dope bought
I'm trapped on the verge of
a chemical onslaught
Rebel and resist
I'm not on your list
Not a target like the others
There's no quick fix
I'm a morbid child
With a crooked smile
I'll never represent
Your world of denial
At least not for awhile

Chorus: i'm anti-human
The brand new stupid
The accidental melancholy
Of a fucked up youth, kid
Creative but sickened
The brand new addiction
Motherfuckers understand
That I'm anti-human


I live to show it
And prove it
I live to misuse it
Start a riot in the middle of a crowd
Then abuse it
I hate what I take
And i fake what i give
And I drown while I live
Thats why they call us dead kids
And I make these mistakes
Just to break and to ache
Cause when it's gone
It feels like i cheated fate
Fucked up by the way that I've grown
I'm not supposed to tell you where I'm from
I got too many thoughts in my head
Left too much blood on my bed
Everyday I'm happy
Cause i'm closer to death
The places I've been
Left the scent of neglect
I shouldn't have to ask you for respect
I'm just a slave to the way I reflect

Are you ready to fight?

My minds not borrowed like yours
It is broken
Connections severed
I'm repulsive
I'm open
Took too much and now I'm focused
This was never my world
Stop joking
I've never been more disgusted
I'm not your soldier
The Child Friendly stage is over
Another 12 years Til closure

Fuck the world
And fuck it all
We're anti human
Now watch us fall

Fuck the world
And fuck it all
We're anti human after all

-alex jackson 2016